Winter Concert/Birthdays

So yeah, the winter concert yesterday....
IT WAS OUR BEST ONE EVER!
For once ppl sang loud and with enthusiaism
and teh band played songs that including vocal procusions
(Okay, I'll stop usign the big words that I don't even knwo waht it means)
one song was called shout and they they shotued "Shout!" really loudly
and the otehr one was liek Evil Zombie from Out Space or something
and then randomly a girl would scream a very high pitch
and gosh, I'm right in form of her X.X Deaf here

THe one major song we did good on was We Go Together
ya see, we were supose to dance like crazy (or you can say, drunk)
but at least most people danced
cause when we had our assembly, only a few people danced and I was one of them
I was soo pissed of at them for lettign the rest of us stand out
Linsey (the birthday bragger girl today), siad:

I think what we all feel is that we're not used to or comfortable in dancing in front of the whole school and our friends. I mean, I'm more used to dancing in front of my parents cause I know them more and we feel safer about it.

Um, no. THis is waht I think:

You guys didn't dance because you didn't want to. I mean, I saw some of the Altos dancing all comfortably but when they saw taht no one else was dancing, the didn't want to stand out and get all embrassed.

And even Linsey said "Well, does taht matter?"
Oh sure
A popular person wouldn't feel taht way now would they?


Well, liek she said, she really didnt' dance liek she said she would. She jsut danced a bit, but not like how she was suppose to
so guess waht. IT isn't the aduience
It's how everyone else does it too


Anyways, that's basicly my story. THe concert was great and we're goign to have a disscusion about it in class tomorrow. Aniki wasn't there to flim. He wasn't realyl plannign to anyways. Oh well, we'll see when they put it up on the morning show tomorrow.

P.S. Popular girly girls suk! Especially popular ppl! Cause they get balloons that are a distraction and against school rules to be in classrooms, and they get a song from all teh popular ppl and the vice principal. Oh, and birthday gifts.

In fact, let's recall the moment last year. *ahem....
...................................................................................
DID ANYONE REALLY DO ONE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!?
UH, NO! INSTEAD I WAS BEING COMMANDED BY MY FRIENDS AGAIN
NOT TO MENTION THAT WE HAD A ASSEMBLY TAHT DAY
AND IT WAS TOTALYL GLOOMY! AND RAINY!
Do I brag about my brithdays? Linsey was saying "Tomorrow's my birthday!" like 5 times in choir, jsut in choir! on Wednesday.
Kaavya brags about her presents. She keeps on testing me to see if I rememebr when her birthday was. And ON her birthday, "Let's see..I got....7 presents so far. How many presents did you get on your birthday, Stephanie?" "I got more than you!"
Uh, yeah. 0 totally out numbers 7 don't ya think?

The only celebration I had that year was from my parents...
OMG sorry! I'm crying again! Come on! I thought I got this over with already....
okay, where was I? yeah, that day, I sorta went home crying
Birthdays aren't special, really
I dont' see why I was sad
of course, nobody saw me cry cause I cried when I came home and went to teh bathroom, as usual
That's why, this year, I left this note in my binder reminder...
it was a song, the song from There She Is! part 2, the song Cheyenne showed me
it was a birthday song, a nice tune too. I sorta made-up the lyrics
IT told me that even if nobody wants to celebrate my biirthday, I still have myself

"It's my birthday, jsut me and my birthday."
"There's nothing to honor."
"Although it may not be, this day just may not be, as well as my true heart"
"You may not like me, or even repect me"
"Not even on my birthday, it breaks my heart jsut to hear me say."
"It's my birthday, jsut me and my birthday"
"My heart's beating fast, there's nothign to honor"
"Although it may not be, this day just may not be, as well as my true heart"